Hoochie Sobers Up Long Enough
To Read His Poems at the Soup Kitchen
Julie Buffaloe-Yoder
He’s an ornery devil,
hard scaly and covered
with brown liver spots.
There are bits of sticks
curling up like horns
in his slick white hair.
.
He shuffles to the podium
in a faded plaid red coat,
takes the last three puffs
on a Lucky Strike,
then puts out the fire
with the tips of his fingers.
.
He burps, scratches,
clears his phlegmy throat.
.
His stink has created a wave
that washes across the room
and smells like Thunderbird,
rotten onions, dried up piss
.
and wet dogs sleeping
in cardboard boxes
under rusty city bridges.
.
He has never worked
an honest day in his life.
If you put bread in his hand,
he will not thank you.
If you give him a dollar,
he will drink it.
.
But when Hoochie reads,
prayers fly on gold wings,
angels sigh, a boulder rolls
away from an empty tomb.
.
Trumpets sound.
Mysteries unseal.
Saved souls gather
by a shimmering river.
.
Love comes down
at Christmas time.
.
We sit in silence
and listen to the light
of a soup kitchen star
who gives us his gifts
then stumbles back
into the vacant night.
.
We are reminded
that beauty is not
reserved
for pretty poets
.
and grace is not
a privilege
just for saints.
.

Who’s to say which of us is saint and which is sinner? Very warm and kind writing. The description of the poet could be any of the unwashed left behind folks we see so many places these days. Your words can move mountains, you know.
Many hugs.
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Hi, Technobabe and Merry Christmas! Many hugs to you, too. Thank you for all of your kind words. I look forward to seeing what you have new. It always makes my week. -Julie
Your poem reminds us we are all connected by our humanity, and Hoochie’s poetry is the evidence.
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Hello, Annie! So true. Thank you very much. I’ll be by to visit before Christmas, but early good wishes to you. -Julie
This touches me like nothing else has yet. Thank you for finding grace and beautiful in the unloved and unlovely. You are a special poet, Miz Julie.
Happy, Merry Christmas!
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Merry Christmas, Karen! Thank you much! I would love to see your little grandbaby’s first Christmas pics! -Julie
Wow. I’m there in the room. I want to be there in the room. I want to hear more. This was a fine experience, Julie.
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Thank you so much, Chris. I hope your week is a beautiful one. -Julie
Julie. Again, an amazing poem. I was right there in the soup kitchen, which at this time of year is very crowded I’m sure. It made me think if Rick’s post about poets and self destructive behavior too, an interesting coincidence? But you wonder sometimes if people, poets, feel too much sometimes. The poems are their outlet for all they are processing, all they see, and too often that outlet isn’t enough. So, like Hoochie, they drown themselves in whatever. I can relate really, although not to quite the extreme… But I feel for this man, this soup kitchen star. Again, I am in awe of your gift for revealing souls in your people.
(A personal aside, I’m answering your note of the other day in an honest to god real letter which you should receive in the next few days.) Hugs!
So vivid and poignant. As others have said, the poem really brings the reader into the room. Your poetry is a gift to us all. Thanks for continuing to share it with us. Hope you have a lovely holiday.
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Hi, Brig! It’s awesome to see you, sis. I was just answering Cat when you dropped in. I love when that happens:) Thank you so much. I hope your Christmas is excellent…and next year is a great one. We can still dream, huh? But many good wishes to you. -Julie
Hi, Cat! Big hugs to you, too. Thank you so much! Please excuse my quick replies this evening. We’re on the road again, but it’s all good.
I always look forward to your letters! Awesome:) But don’t feel rushed, because I truly understand, especially with all you have going on. But I do appreciate it.
The self destructive behavior topic is an interesting one. I’ll have to check that out. I do think you hit on a real truth when you say poets feel things deeply.
I should have said that Hoochie is a real person. Well, I guess I don’t have to reveal that. But he touched my heart in a big way. It was, without a doubt, the BEST POETRY READING I HAVE EVER ATTENDED!! I had to say that in all caps…haha! But it really was amazing.
Thanks again, Cat. I hope you have a beautiful Christmas!
Julie, I think hoochie found his way into my poem today too, though he wasn’t in a poetic mood when he stopped by. I like your version of him much better. Thank you!
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Hi, Rachel! Please excuse me for taking so long to get you up. I just had a chance to check my e-mail.
We must be on the same wavelength! I look forward to reading about your Hoochie. Thank you so much:) -Julie
Sometimes the best orators don’t come from the bourgeoisie; they have no podium or microphone to step up to; they stand in line like the rest of us, but oh can they communicate.
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Hi, JR! Ain’t it the truth? They sure do know how to communicate. This was the best poetry reading I ever attended. It was actually a planned event…an open mike type reading for people who went to the soup kitchen. There were some other good poets, but Hoochie brought the house down. He was an ornery old cuss, and actually did burp at the microphone…ha! ha! But he sure could write and read poetry. What a talent.
The second best reading I’ve ever heard was at a different soup kitchen. I have a poem about another awesome reading that really wasn’t a reading, but the poem’s not quite coming together. Maybe eventually. Thanks so much, JR. -Julie
No poet LIVES in a house.
Julie how did you come by this marvelous narrative style, did you grow up among the story tellers of the hills and hollows? Just how do you do it time after time after time?
Hello, WM! Thank you very much for those kind words. I pale in comparison to my grandfather. He was a master storyteller. I wish I had thought to record him telling a story while he was still alive. After he passed, I recorded my grandmother. Her stories were amazing in a different way, because they were all true. I was fortunate to have them both. They were old by the time I was born but lived to be very old.
There’s a big tradition of storytelling on both sides of my family. They are the real stars of the show. Just listening to them speak is like listening to music.
Just popping in to wish a wonderful, merry and blessed Christmas to you and your family, Julie.
I’ll be back later to spend some quality time and catch up on your posts.
Kat
Merry Christmas, Kat. I hope you and your family have a great one.
A perfect Christmas message – may yours be bright.
Hi, Diane! It’s so good to see you! Are you blogging again? I couldn’t access your link a couple of months ago or now. Feel free to let me know, and I’ll get you up there. But either way, it’s nice to see you. Thank you and Merry Christmas! I hope yours is wonderful.
Powerful and vivid as always. Thanks for sharing another slice of life.
Thank you, Kimberli! I’m headed down the road and will see the folks soon. Too bad I’m not going in the direction of the butt kicking machine…haha! At least I don’t think I am. I haven’t seen one around here.
Thank you for your wonderful posts and good travel advice. Many good wishes to you and your family for a beautiful Christmas and new year:)
This is a very vivid poetic portrait….. Have a very happy Christmas
Merry Christmas, Juliet! I hope yours is full of good memories!
this paints a lovely picture. as always, you have a way with words
Hi, Floreta! It’s so nice to see you. Many thanks for the kind words. Have a beautiful week:)
Hey Cuz! Hope you’re having a terrific holiday!
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Hello to you, Cuz! I hope yours is awesome! Sorry I’m so slow again. I’m still not online much but should be getting back to normal pretty soon. Or as normal as I get
-Cuzzin Julie
Hi Julie, I just gave you an award at my blog! ~ Annie
Hi, Annie! You are a sweetheart. I’ll hop over and take a look. Thank you!
Another classic poem, Julie. Each one of your characters is so unique and real, yet universal. Happy New Year!
Hello, Christine and Happy New Year! When I get down about the rough things that have happened this year, I am instantly reminded how blessed I am to know good people like you. Thank you for making my year bright!
Stunning piece. It has me rethinking poetry and life and perceptions, everything that literature should have us do. Thank you for this.
Hello, Terresa. Thank you for those kind words and for stopping by. It’s very nice to meet you.
the people in your stories and poems are just amazing – and you have the gift of looking at them beyond the appareance and discovering their human side :
“and grace is not/a privilege/just for saints.”
or if grace is only for a saint, is that we are all saints at times, Hoochie included.
thank you and have a happy new year
Thank you, Ana! I LOVE the way you describe being a saint. Yes, Hoochie is a saint at times. You have said it so beautifully.
Of course, I’m referring to grace in two ways. He is “graceful like a swan” when he reads his poetry. He is beautiful. The other reference to grace is in the Christian meaning of the word. I am no better than Hoochie, because I am human. He is worthy of our love, because he is human.
Thanks again, Ana. I hope you have a wonderful New Year!
I don’t know how else to reach you, but I wanted to say Happy New Year to you. I’m so glad to have made your acquaintance, Julie. You’re a special gal!
Hi, Karen! It has been a pleasure to read your work and talk with you this past year. You feel like kin, honey. I hope you and your family have many blessings this year and always. Happy New Year!
Julie — I keep thinking I’ve read your best poem, that you can’t top what you’ve done before. Then, time after time, you surprise me once again. This is incredible.
Thank you, Ruth! I’ll always be thankful that I had the opportunity to meet you and read your work. As the saying goes, you make me cry…you make me laugh:) But you always make me think. I can’t wait to read your book!
It’s wonderful to know you, sis. Happy New Year! I hope your year is full of many good things.
Ah, I wish I could’a been there to witness and hear that sacrosanct poet, Hoochie. Who better to record life, than one who lives it so damn hard. You nailed this. Happy New Year, Julie.
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Thank you, Kaye! Happy New Year to you, too. Best wishes to you and your beautiful family. -J
i know this person – not him but many like him – and in knowing is the tragic reality of addiction – a disease so powerful that it will cripple the beauty of God and mock it by allowing it to be seen, caged in walking death…
there is beauty and sadness in your words for me.
i know this person – not him but many like him – and in knowing is the tragic reality of addiction – a disease so powerful that it will cripple the beauty of God and mock it by allowing it to be seen, caged in walking death…
there is beauty and sadness in your words for me.
Hello, Kim. I hope your new year is off to a good start. Thank you for seeing the beauty in Hoochie. He touched my soul.
sorry i’m late – but hope your holidays were wonderful!
and this – it’s beautiful and heartbreaking and hard and soft all at the same time. hoochie kind of reminds me of bukowski – rumpled and drunk and then he opens his mouth and blows your socks off. (i snuck into a bar when i was 19 to hear him read. he could hardly stand up by the end.)
it’s hard to watch a brilliantly talented person live their life at the bottom of a bottle. but there is a lot of grace there too – in what they’re able to do and in how it can reach into us and make us rethink things. and for me, there is an element of “there but by the grace go i” – a few twists and turns a while back and i could be right where he is.
there is so much humanity and love in this it’s amazing. and the “stink” stanza is absolute perfection.
wish i could have heard him read. and drink down a dollar with him.
Hi, Joaquin. There’s no such thing as late around here. The mic’s always open:)
I like your Bukowski comparison. I love his work, too. That must have been awesome to hear him read. I never had the pleasure.
One of my favorite Bukowski quotes is when he quit the post office and said he decided he could either stay at the post office and go crazy or play at writer and starve. “I have decided to starve,” he said. Haha! I paraphrase, but I love the essence of that quote and can so relate the bad job scenario.
It’s amazing that he lived to 73, isn’t it? I wonder how long he would have lived if he didn’t get leukemia.
Hoochie, on the other hand, never worked at a job. But his life is similar. Yes, he is brilliant. It’s the best reading I ever attended. Thanks so much for the good words, Joaquin. Have a beautiful week.
What a remarkable, kick-arse poem, Julie. The images you conjure are so vivid I can feel the weave of the red plaid coat beneath my fingers, smell Lucky Strike smoke and hear the phlegm gurgling in his throat. And always your compassion shines through your lines.
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Just looking at comments again, and I can’t believe I didn’t say hello to my Michelle. My brain must have been frozen that day. Love you, girl! -Julie
AMEN!!! Thank GOD “beauty is not reserved for pretty poets”!!!
Love you (and your work) so much Julie. I have missed coming around. I go in and out of the darkness these days, I think because of too much time on my hands and a long-distance relationship that is putting a strain on me. I will be checking out and “promoting” your chapbook to those around me. I cannot wait to read it myself.
Hey, Holly! I’m sorry you’ve had a rough time. Thanks so much for your kind words and support. Much love to you, too!