I tried to hold back in my last artist spotlight about my daughter, Amber. I don’t want to embarrass her with my gushing mother love stuff, because I truly respect her as an artist. But sometimes I just can’t help myself. Amber is an amazing talent. She also has a heart that’s larger than all outdoors. I could go on about Amber for five hundred pages and still have many stories left to tell. She is my soul. She is my joy.
But before I break out the orchestra, please take a look at Amber’s beautiful art prints. She did them for a class when she was asked to create work with the theme of literature from her childhood. Have you ever seen Highlights magazine for children? If so, you’ll probably remember the hidden pictures. Inspired by the hidden picture format, Amber has created and “hidden” several characters from her favorite childhood books within these prints. In one of them, she has also hidden a childhood picture of herself.
Of course, the real prints are even more beautiful. I love the dark, dreamlike textures and colors. I wish I could show them to you in real life, as some of the smaller details aren’t visible in a limited blog space. But if you look closely, the hidden pictures will appear.
My poem below the prints is my attempt to do with words what Amber did with her pictures. I also tried to “hide” several references to my favorite books we read.
A tip of the hat to Amber A. Yoder. The A is for awesome.
Imagination
Four Prints by Amber A. Yoder
Curls
by Julie Buffaloe-Yoder
Carolina August noon.
My feet stick on
the hardwood floor.
The humidity hangs
in unwashed sheets and
curls your hair in rings.
I tell you not to lick
the rusted window screens.
You hop from foot to foot
in little lavender sandals,
trying hard to wait for me
to scrape enough change
from the bottom of a drawer
so we can walk to the store
to buy sugar and eggs.
I knew it was too hot
to bake a cake
but you asked
so sweetly.
I load up a red wagon with you,
a picture book about a magic cake,
two dirty gray kittens, several rocks
of various shapes and colors,
a bear named Frére Jacques,
a dead lizard you found on the porch,
sugar, and I hope the eggs don’t bake
before we do.
I have never seen anyone so happy
to heat up an old, pot scarred stove
on a ninety-eight degree day.
We mix and lick and before I know it,
I’m having as much fun as you are,
and you start shedding your clothes
until you’re buck naked, shiny, bright,
wild, eggshells in your eyebrows,
some of your curls paper machéd
to the back of your head.
Drumbeats begin and a jungle
of curls grows across the kitchen,
up the walls, over the windows,
to the ceiling, and we get lost
in the shimmer shake shine
of that slick curling rhythm,
sugar glazed drops in our eyes.
Over thunder cakes we fly
in a little red canoe, a wide tide
of wind curls and turns us to
the bright lumps of giving trees,
upstream fairies fighting pirates.
We chew through owl moons
to taste honey pots of tiny mice
under gold bridges where
rainbow scales float
and we grow sweet
terrible teeth and roar.
Big green monsters go away.
Goat-footed trolls sleep deep.
I take our chocolate flop
out way too late
and God bless you,
you look up at me
like I’m a genius.
I know you will tip toe
to my bedroom tonight,
dropping hot little feathers
of breath around my neck.
When the rusty windows thunder,
you tell me it’s only the lightning
that gets you in the end.
But it’s only in the end I know
we’ll hold each other in the heat
like strands of curls cut free.





Deeply moving, Julie. As always your word choices and rhymes are just SO right and the rhythm changes work perfectly to move me from one space and time to another and another, including the fantasy world. I am so jealous.
I know that deep, profound, all encompassing and joyful almost painful love of child and I’m happy I know it. My sons are the centre of the universe for me and there is a daughter-in-law and very permanent girlfriend to join them. And, today, I heard I’m having a grandSON. Of course, I’m in a completely no-lose situation re: gender because I couldn’t give a flying fuck. lo
Amber displays your imagination and creativity in a different medium. Her work truly does remind me of yours and vice versa, in terms of the worlds they create. Very wonderful and I’d love to know where I could get my hands on one of those prints, honestly. They are each better than the next. Or, I just think I like one better than another and then completely change my mind. I can well understand why you are beaming (through cyberspace) with pride and love and joy.
put an “l” after that “lo” of mine. lol
CONGRATULATIONS on your grandson!!! That is wonderful news. You must be so excited. I hear so many good things about how much fun it is to be a grandparent. I agree with you about the gender…it really doesn’t matter. Lo! Lol! Ha!
I thought it was so cool how we were on the same wavelength today. Your post about your son’s political comments was awesome. Hilarious, too! I love deep thinkers who have wit. I know you’re proud of those sons and daughter-in-law and girlfriend! And now to have a grandson! I love how you put it–”deep, profound, all encompassing, joyful almost painful but happy to know it.” That is SO right on.
Thank you for the kind words about Amber’s prints. I agree! I keep telling her she needs to make duplicates to sell. Right now, she’s working on a film. What amazes me is how young she was when she did the prints…but so mature and thoughtful.
It’s extremely hard for me to write about people I love. I get too emotional. So I really appreciate your comments!
And keep me posted on the grandson!
Oh I’ll have no problem keeping you up-to-date on the grandson. He’s due February 2nd, 2009. He is currently about 12 cm – tall? long? lol And you’d think my son was pregnant. He’s been glowing for months now. I’m not kidding. And I just can’t wait. Mostly, I am putting aside books I’ll read to the little guy. My son is 6’6″ so perhaps he won’t be such a little guy!
Re: your poem, the reason I came back here, until you sidetracked me on my grandson, is that I kept thinking of the red canoe. “Three Days on a River in a Red Canoe”? Which I can still recite almost by heart, even though it’s been two decades since I read it aloud. Two decades, Julie!
Wow! Really that’s all I can say. I’d love to see those prints in person, they are truly amazing. And I love the idea of embedding children’s literature in prints and poems. You guys are both awesome.
When going through a difficult work environment together my friends I came up with Awesome Tuesdays, where we acknowledged each others’ awesomeness and our ability to be awesome women in the face of so many challenges. This is definitely the bloggy version of that day.
Glad to have you back (I hope) from your brief interlude.
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Hi, Brigindo! It’s good to see you, too. I love that idea. Awesome Tuesdays! It’s probably especially good for the difficult situations at work. Awesome women in the face of so many challenges…so true. You deserve that award for sure! Thanks so much for your kind comments. -Julie
Hysperia…Yes! The Red Canoe! I love children’s lit. Of course, I’m like a big kid myself. But when it’s done right, it’s a true work of art.
Two decades! That’s so cool. And now you can share it with your grandson. I’m getting you off track again…ha! But it will be so much fun to “rediscover” all those classic books. We’ll have to put together a list. Fun! I’m already thinking of different categories. You know how I love canoes or boats in general. Maybe boat books can be a category.
It sounds like he’ll be a tall guy if Dad is 6’6″. Have Dad and Mom been thinking of any names? Well, maybe I’m getting too personal now, so feel free to tell me to mind my own business. HA! I just get excited about babies.
You’ve got me going now. I’m thinking of the Red Balloon. Aw…I love that one.
Julie, my goodness, this is so touching, and fantastical and sparks my memory on so many levels! I love your work, seriously, I love it so much. And your daughter, WOWEE!!! what a talent for real! Charlie and the Purple Crayon, The Velveteen Rabbit!
May I (possibly) use this in my Writing Children’s Literature class? I can use it like a puzzle, to see what my students can “find”! I have a feeling I’ll be writing differently when I begin teaching my class…how exciting!
Hi, Holly! I LOVE the Velveteen Rabbit. We’ll add that one to the list for Hysperia’s grandson. And Charlie and the Purple Crayon, too. You’re very observant. I was dying to tell all the things in the pictures, but I thought I’d keep my mouth shut so people can see for themselves…ha. One thing I will say is the picture of Amber is a girl fishing on the riverbank.
Sure…feel free to use it for your class. That’s really nice. What a fun class! You’ll have to tell us about all the new books that are out there for kids. Thank you for your kind comments!
You boast with good reason! Those prints are awesome, and that poem, bittersweet. They grow so fast, don’t they?
Oh yeah! It’s amazing how fast. But I love the strong, independent person she is now, too. Thanks so much, Kimberli!
A red balloon for you:
http://alterwords.wordpress.com/2008/08/20/red-balloon/
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Oh, that is so beautiful! Everybody go take a look at the picture…and then somebody write a poem about the red balloon, okay? I tried this morning, but it’s not working for me. Maybe it’ll come eventually, because I love that. Thanks so much! -Julie
sniffing here…….where the wild things are is our favourite and the prints are exceptional……..if I lived nearer I’d want to buy one……and the poem, oh, well it’s beautiful. I love my visits here, you are always nothing short of extraordinary and it seems you’ve raised your daughter to be the same way. How old is she?
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Thank you, Jo! Where The Wild Things Are is one of my favorites, too. Of course, I say that about all of them…ha. But I love that imagination. Amber does an awesome job of capturing the likeness of the wild thing and the landscape. She’s 23 and off to new horizons. She was an undergrad when she did these, so it impresses the heck out of me. I could barely wipe my own nose when I was at that point. Shew…come to think of it, I can barely wipe my own nose NOW. Ha!
And I have to say how much I enjoy your work, too! Keep ‘em coming! And thanks so much for dropping in. -Julie
prints are as beautiful as the words written,
both inspire the reader
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Thanks, Scot. You keep ‘em coming, too. Okay? Wonderful stuff. -Julie
My wife was late for work because we were looking at Amber’s prints for so long. They are beautiful.
Just beautiful Julie. You know we remember holidays and other big times but it’s the everyday moments that really stick with us I think. My sons are 7 and 5 and my daughter is 3. We have some of the best times just during a “normal” day.
7, 5, and 3! That must really keep you and your wife hopping. But what a sweet and beautiful life.
I’ll have to tell Amber that your wife was late to work because of looking at the prints. That’s such a great compliment.
You’re so right about how some of the best times are during seemingly ordinary days. Kids have such a great perspective on what it means to be truly alive. A mud puddle can be fascinating.
I was a young mother, so I used to worry that I wasn’t doing the mother thing right (I didn’t give a rat’s rear about domestic chores or lemon scented Pledge). Then I realized I really was doing it the best way, because I was down there in the mud puddles, too.
Thanks, Nathan! I always enjoy your perspective.
The picture from Hysperia’s blog is from the film The Red Balloon. You can watch the full thing on Google videos:
http://tinyurl.com/3gkh9w
I recently made Noah watch it – he had never seen it. One of my favs.
I’ll have to check that one out. I LOVE The Red Balloon. I saw a film of it a long time ago, but I don’t think it was this one. Thanks so much for that one! Noah’s a good soul:)
I’ve been thinking about children’s books all day. “A Light in the Attic” by Shel Silverstein has great poems for kids. I also love the Polar Express. A Snowy Day. Of course, Dr. Seuss. And you all KNOW I love The Little House. Remember the little house in the country…the city takes over…it gets neglected. So they move the house to the country again. Sigh…if only.
I could go on and on, but I’d better stop now!
Hi, I found your blog through jo, Florescence, she has you a shared items list on google reader, and of course she raves about you.
Your daughter has created stunning artwork! And your poem is a delight. So many lines I love. What is most moving is the connection with her you are able to convey so well.
And a nice treat, searching for favorite books, in the prints and the poem.
Hi, Christine! I love meeting new people, so I’ll definitely be checking out your site, too. Jo is awesome! I rave about her, too. That poem about the man with the knife on the tube is so powerful.
Thanks so much for your kind words and for dropping in. It’s nice to meet you!
Yea, I’d say ‘awesome’ pretty much sums it up… but, considering the fact that she has half her mother’s genetic make-up, frankly I’m not surprised (and that is not to understate her father’s contributions, either). Gush away, darlin’, what could be better than that?
Thank you so much, Bob. You are very kind. I don’t usually mention my husband, because I don’t want to embarrass him either, but Amber definitely gets her brains from him. I don’t know how he puts up with me most days. You’re right…gushing is so much fun.
I’m so happy to see you, Bob! I gush about you, too. I’ll be over at your place pestering you in about two minutes…ha! Take care and have a beautiful weekend.
I’m sure your husband is plenty smart Julie, but Amber got some brains from you too!
Here is a bit more on our friend Reginald:
http://web.ncf.ca/ek867/2008_09_01-15_archives.html#September%2012,%202008
And this site’s even better:
http://poetryfoundation.org/harriet/2008/09/reginald_shepherd_19632008.html
Wow…these are beautiful tributes, especially the poetry foundation one. “You, Therefore” gives me chills. It is a sad loss. It always seems like the good ones die young, doesn’t it? I don’t know if that’s true in all cases, but it’s surely true in Reginald Shepherd’s case. Even when I don’t “know” a poet personally, I feel like I know him through his work. His work is beautiful, so I’m sure he was, too. Thanks so much for these links. I’ll be sure to pass them around.
truly fantastically amazing pieces of art, those…
Thank you, Sumedh. I will pass along the compliment to the artist. It’s so nice to see you.
Hey Julie. This is supposed to be from The Poetry Collaborative but I couldn’t figure out how to log in under that moniker. So…
You have been tagged by The Poetry Collaborative to participate in one
of our writing prompts. For details, go here:
http://thepoetrycollaborative.org/2008/09/16/american-sentence-cento-mash-up/
I hope you have some time to do it. It will be fun!
Hi, Nathan! Sure…that will be awesome. I love the stuff I’ve seen over there. I’ll get over there today and find out the details. Thanks much!
lovely lovely work by from your daughter! does she have a blog? if not, she should start one! Wanna see more from her
Hi, rashmipatel. Thanks for the kind words. I’ll be sure to let her know. I’m so, so proud of Amber’s accomplishments, as you can tell!
You can see more of Amber’s work at http://amberayoder.blogspot.com/ Her site is called The Home of the Underground Mouse, and the link is also listed in my blogroll.
She hasn’t had time to update the blog lately, but there is much of her work on there (prints, photographs, and film). I have one of her short films also in an Artist Spotlight. Currently, she is doing film work. There are also some very interesting posts about her trip to the Hot Docs film festival in Canada, as well as her reviews of some of the films.
Thanks so much for dropping in!